Thursday, April 1, 2010
Yo ppl... Look who's back... ME!!!
Today going to talk abt things not said for long time...
Tat's I had learnt how to dance SHINee's Ring Ding Dong, Replay & A.Mi.Go... Practise for long time... Also Chinese O-level is only 2 months away!!! so nervous... My chinese have diproving... have to find a way to improve... my dad is helping me with tat... as for maths... I have improve as it can be shown with my Term 1 results... E-Maths, A2 & A-Maths, C5... Yeah!!! cause I fail them both last year for a year... My A-Maths is worse... F9 for whole of last year... Thought I have to get help... so my mom ask my bro's & cousin's tuition teacher, who is the same person, to teach me... & since then, my maths have been improving... even without my bro's help... cause there's no way he can help me... he has to go school everyday & reach home at the time when I'm in bed... so there's no way I can ask him anything related to maths... or ask him to teach me... So I need a tuition teacher...now I need someone to teach me History & SS... my bro dun take history... so i cant ask him... POA as well... although I understand... but I dunno why wen I get the test paper... my mind is blank... den i dunno how to do any more... yup... I think tat's all my subject tat I need help in... the rest I'm okay... Right now My Aim for O-Level is Eng:B3, Chinese:A2, E-Maths: A1, A-Maths: A1, POA: B3, Science:A2, Humanities: B4... Hope I can achieve tat... Cause I wan to get to a JC... & my choice is Tampines JC... L1R5: <15... Hope ppl wont say I cant do it... cause tat'll make me not going to it... den wen results come... u ppl scold me...( I'm talking abt my mom...) My mom like to the opposite of encouraging ppl to do things... I dun like tat kind of mom... it makes my heart feel hurt wen u say I can never improve with my L1R5 of 34 now... I know if I give it time... I can improve to a 15... just u watch ppl who think I cant do it... Watch ur mouths... dun come & praise me wen i did it... cause ur praise is not needed... I dun need ppl who look down on me to come & even talk abt my results... so now all I need is my mom to stop nagging at me... den I can concentrate on my school work... cause I very tired everyday going home at 5plus or even later... the school is trying everything they can to help the sec 4s so pls dun say just because I didnt study at home means I'm not clever enough to take O-Level... Right now I dun care abt O-Level... I only care abt Mid-Year... & if I can improve... den I can say tat I'm quite save to say tat I can improve even better wen O-Level comes...
Quote Of My Life: Success is 99% failure... Soichiro Honda...
See u guys next time... properly after O-Level.. or Mid-Year... Bye Bye...:)
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Friday, January 15, 2010
Hello... I'm back to post...today I'll post abt lots of things...1st is sec one orientation camp I had during the 1st two days of school...It was fun... I like the class tat I'm taking care of... as I'm a leader... I need to do wat a leader should... Of course... if u know me den u know I'm the shy shy type of person... would not speak up with ppl I dun know... for this time are the sec ones... but I must Thank Vincent for helping me... cause without him... I dunno if I can even lead a group of sec ones properly... so a Big Thanks to Vincent... during the 1st day of the camp... There's a boy named Jun Hong... & he would follow watever Vincent do... Myself & Wan Tian were laughing at them... & wen we were plying games... Jun Hong would not ply unless Vincent join in... So poor Vincent had to ply most of time the games... during the camp... During the 2nd day... Vincent had school & could not be present for the 1st half of the camp... & had join us only at 4pm... so we had to handle the sec ones on our own... so I tried my best to handle Jun Hong... but he was a bit naughty... he wandered around the school wen we were plying treasure hunt... so I went to search for him... at last wen I found him... we cant find the others... so again I went around the school to find them...at last wen I found them... Vincent came... my sec threes & I were too happy to see him... & he brought lollipop for all of us... After the camp I found out tat I can actually lead a group if I really put myself into it...So after the camp... I went to normal school day... den I found out tat my friendship has problem too... but I know abt the situation so I didnt really go & ask my friends... I only ask them wat happened wen I wasnt around...but now I'm just waiting for the right time to strike... Tat's the one thing no one know... cause I never show my real anger to anyone... so hopefully I dun have to show it anyone... But if I feel like I need to I will... So dun regret making me do things I dun wan to do...O-Level...O-Level...O-Level... as long as I work hard... no one will ever look down on me ever again...Okay will stop here... will be back for more progress of me & my school work...
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Sunday, November 15, 2009
Hello... Back to post...Today I will post abt the NACLi Camp I had on 11-13 Nov 2009...Let's start with the 1st day... On the 1st day... Wen we got there... we were the 1st to reach... It seemed tat the other two schools have not reach... Since we had abit of free time... We put down our things... & went to the dining hall for breakfast... the dining hall was cool... it was air-condition... After breakfast, we all went back to the Learning Lounge... one school had arrived... it was Hougang Sec... it was all girls... we thought tat it was girls school, but it turns out tat it was the girls' guide... Den the last school which was Monfort Sec... tat was a boys school so the student councillors were all boys...(Their Council shirt very nice...)... Den we ply some ice breaking games... den got into our teams... after tat during lunch, we got into our rooms... Den many ppl started changing rooms cause our school started everything...haha...My room can say is the nicest out of many rooms...My room was huge & like living in forest...cause have forest painting on the walls in the entire room... My room mates r Reena, Mariyam(cant really remember how to spell her name), Nicole, Am, Wan Tian, Phyllis & Me... Am, Wan Tian & Phyllis switch rooms... Tat night we slept quite early as we were scared tat Vathi might come & check us... Den we will be doom... Jasmine & Jannah also came over to our room to chat abit... & we laugh like hell tat night...On the 2nd day... during breakfast... we BNSS girls sat together to eat... den we chat & laugh before we left for our activity... I only can remember the concert night... The concert was FUN... we get to do the Cha Cha Slide dance... Which all BNSS councillors know... Den the funny one was tat the MCs did the Nobody dance... haha... it was funny... tat was tiring but fun... for me I did skit in my group... It was funny with Fatin & Amirul... Fatin was saying tat she was chosen to be councillor cause she's sexy & boomz... haha... den Amirul say tat we the judges r stupid wen we shake hands... hahaha.... tat was also funny... During the games tat we had... I ply cheat in one of the games... but noone caught me... only Jasmine caught me in one of the many cheats I had done... & in one of the games... I walked all the way, while the others were running like crazy... dunno why they run like crazy wen u can walk... Den tat night Vathi came to check my room... but thx to Reena, Vathi didnt come in, cause Reena didnt open the door... we all pretended tat we were asleep... a bit THANK YOU to Reena for not opening the door... if not Phyllis, Am & Wan Tian will be doomed.... On the last day...we did morning exercise... Den cause of raining, we couldnt go to Bukit Timah Hill for our Peak Challenge... So we stayed in the Lounge for some team building games... That really made me feel tat I'm not important to my team at all... Cause I let them down in all the games... I couldnt even go pass the 1st rod... while the others can reach the end... I really thought tat I was useless... Even Phyllis is better than me... I almost cried but I didnt... Den during the hunman ladder game... I let them down again... My finger hurt due to old injury... I had to stop plying... Tat's wen I really cried under my towel... nobody knows... & I told noone... Tat was also wen i think tat my team hated me... I believe I can tell by looking at their faces... after tat we check out of our rooms & tat ended the Camp... The Camp was tiring but... i think it was fun... I dun think I will meet my team mates again... but I will surely remember them....Will end here... Good day & Goodbye...
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Sunday, November 1, 2009
Back to post again...I'm damn pissed off now...My mom just said tat if she cant take it anymore, She'll leave the house...I wanted to tell her tat if she leave I'll die & let her see...But I thin if I say tat... she'll get more angry... So I didnt say anything...Only give her face... Den she scold me...say I was in the wrong still give her face see...I got more angry now.... Den now she treat me so nice... Dunno wat's wrog with her...Will be back for more pissed off story...
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Hey Guys... Back to post today...Here to tell u tat I had a lot of fun yesterday...I went to KTV with my food along with Phyllis, Xun Jing, Chong Chong, Dave & Kendra...At 1st Phyllis, Xun Jing, Sherr & Kendra came to meet me at my house... Den we set off to meet with the others at Enous inter... Wen we got there, Chong Chong had not arrive yet... So we waited... the few of us who had nth to do, took a walk around 7-11 & den Sherr went to jollybean to buy sth... so did Shirleen...After Chong Chong arrived...we set off to meet with jenny... on the way... Sherr & Shirleen couldnt finish their drinks & gave them to me... One drink was cold the other was warm... I told them later I will have stomachache... It was a joke...haha... Den wen we reached KTV... Sherr anyhow chose a song... nobody know how to sing tat song... & so I sang it together with Sherr... Den after awhile, I went to ply with the touchscreen tv... it was fun choosing songs using tat & me & Shirleen chose a lot of songs... & we got really high wen we were singing... me & Shirleen were like crazy in there... tat Jenny couldnt take it sitting in between us...& she change place...haha... Den due to the time we had... we skipped a lot of songs... most of them were sad songs... cause we dun wan ppl to cry... So me & Shirleen chose a lot of 'high' songs... to sing like siao... Sry to Jenny tat I didnt had the chance to sing S.H.E's Superstar for her... as she wanted me to... Next time I will....After tat I was abit angry with Regina & Phyllis... as I dun really like ppl to try to drunk just because they have problem... I told them never to do it again... & they promised me not to do it again... I was back to normal... Den we went to Downtown... But Chong Chong, Jenny, Brenda & Dave had gone off... so only left the few of us... we went to have dinner at mac... & few of them were crazy abt the stickers...haha... I kept mine for fun... after tat Phyllis found out tat she lost her wallet... we went to help her find... luckily, the cleaner of mac found it... & she was able to take it back... Den because of time... Shirleen, Kendra & I couldnt stay for the Halloween... Sry Guys... Next time... Wen I reached home... I showered den wen to read Phyllis's blog... I saw someone helping CJM & TSY.... So I help Phyllis... Den later Sherr, Ben & Shirleen also help out... Thx guys... After tat i went to bed... So Hope to have more fun next time we go out... :D
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
Hello I'm back... Today I will blog abt sth tat is very interesting...1st we went to 3 places... TM, T1 & CS... walk walk around to find a nice present for my laopo's birthday... after abt 1hour++, we finally found one... & bought it... Den went to eat lunch... got two phone calls... one from home & one from Wang Lao Shi... Den talk abt someone who we both have a lot things to talk abt... most of it were bad things... none of them were good... So conclusion...the person has nth good to say abt... So nvm be friends with this type of ppl... they will bring u no good... The End...
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Exams are finally over... Now time to enjoy awhile...I have been watchin all the anime I missed during the exams period...& today we got to check our scripts... guess wat... I didnt really do very well... even though I had study for them... I wonder why do I always do badly.....WHY CANT I DO WELL FOR ONCE???!!!
Wen I saw my papers... My mind is telling me tat I have no more hope of doing well anymore even I study hard.... Den wen my mom see my results... She will scream & shout to like she wan to let the whole world know tat I done badly for EOY... Den she'll start to nag abt how well my cousins did & how well her boss's child did.... & she'll also say tat she told me to study like dunno how many times & I didnt listen to her... Tat's why I got those kind results...She'll also say tat even my bro dun dare to get those kind of results home...Den after all the nagging & scolding...My mood would change & I would tell
myself tat I wan to do well for O-level... but the thing is... wen i
ask for tuition...I couldnt get one... Cause my mom doesnt have
$$$ to give me the help I need... as most tuition teachers are
very expensive to get... example, wen I asked for A-math
tuition... my mom told me tat she dun have tat kind of $$$ to
give in one week... If not it'll cost $240 per week for my
tuitions...$120 for eng & $120 for a-math... Eng is important... so for
years I have been given tuition for tat sub... but for a-math I'm very weak at it... my
mom knew... but the tuition teacher only have time to teach sec4s... So my mom
tried to ask my bro to help me with it... But most of the time my
bro is out with his girlfriend...& didnt even care abt me... SO
WHERE AM I GOING TO HELP FROM???? Wen I tried helping
myself... it didnt really work... tat's why I'm getting those kind of results... & wen i
dun understand... I dun feel like asking my bro as he'll scold me & get angry for
asking him... So i would rather go school to ask my friends... But I would say
sorry to my friends tat I didnt do well for my EOY... & I also wish tat
I can get help from u guys wen I need... I know tat u all will always be there for me... &
so will I...but I'm not so sure abt studies... I mean look at my results & u will know...
although I'm not even sure if I will get promoted... But I hope tat if I get promoted... I
would work hard for next year & strive for wat my mom wans... For once.. I wan
to make her smile & be proud of me... I wan to be the 1st Choo
to go to JC... tat way... I can make the Choos in my family
happy... But if I wan to achieve it... I have to work extra hard &
get more help from whoever is willing to help me... Whoever
read my post & would like to help me with my studies... U can
let me know in facebook, msn, sms or even give me a call to
meet up & tutor me watever subjects u can... Cause I really wan
to get to JC... But with my results now... It's impossible... I cant even get a 20+... I
think mine is a 30++.... I'm really dead if I ever get tat in O-level... So do let me
know... THX if u are willing to help me... I would be greatful to u... Cause I really need
the help...
I think I'm going to cry soon....
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